Yeah Depression, anxiety got ahold of me 'Cause people say they want the older me Well, I'm thirty, this the oldest me Behold it's me, the piece of shit that's not good enough Not black enough, not hood enough Not rich enough, not poor enough My heart has poured enough I been beaten and battered, my confidence shattered Been broken and tattered I'm constantly second guessin' if my profession is worth it on my mental state Writin' this from a dark place with humility and grace Peace, love, and positivity was my nativity But not when socials are in my vicinity I'm not runnin' from the internet My god, I was at its birth, I've been a vet Goin' berserk like Peter down in Initech, yo, ayy It's deeper than the surface, I'm searchin' for purpose I'm tired of searchin' for Logic on Google on purpose just to read that I'm worthless I remember makin' music alone, just a pen and a microphone But nowadays it's hard to get in the zone Writin' rhymes was easy before the fame Now I'm constantly overthinkin' every line, it's a shame Rap used to fill me with joy, now it's nothin' but pain I'm stuck in the game, tryna get back from where I came I write this letter for the person who's listenin' Fed up and tired of people dismissin' 'em, I'm with you I been through what you been through And no amount of money can take away the feelin' of insecurity Only through maturity can we overcome Feel like I've been overrun, feel like it's over, I'm done Whoever told you success gon' make you happy? You been lied to All of my dreams came true but I bleed and cry too Never been perfect, I failed every time I tried to Feelin' hated and underappreciated Every time I look in the mirror, I wonder, "Why you?" Shit, I'd love to end this on some positive shit Hit you with punchlines instead of some derogative shit But it's okay to be sad sometimes and tired of shit, I guess
人々は言うんだ、「お前はお金だけを追求してるんだろ」 俺は言うんだ、「それは君には関係ない」 わかるだろう、多くの人々は幸せを感じない お金以外の何か、つまりステータスがない限りはね そしてステータスというのは、我々の経済ではかなり大きな部分を占めている この物を持っていて、あの物を持っていて、他の物も持っていて、プールがあって えーっと、フェラーリがあって、えーっと、ある種の服があって、えーっと、ある種の家に住んでいて などなど、などなど、などなど そして、僕らはそれを必要だと考えるんだ だって、僕らは自分自身に、それが本当に望むものなのかどうかを問いかけてこなかったから みんな、これを手に入れなきゃ、あれを手に入れなきゃって考えるんだ そして、本当はそれらを望んでいないんだ もし、みんな落ち着いて考えて、「僕はこれらすべてを必要としているのか？この旅行は本当に必要なのか？」と自問自答すれば 必要ではないという結論に至るだろう、ハハハハハ
